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Pondering the Passion of Jesus

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By Paul Taouk
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First Reading
Isaiah 52:13--53:12

Behold, my servant shall prosper, he shall be exalted and lifted up, and shall be very high. As many were astonished at him -- his appearance was so marred, beyond human semblance, and his form beyond that of the sons of men -- so shall he startle many nations; kings shall shut their mouths because of him; for that which has not been told them they shall see, and that which they have not heard they shall understand. Who has believed what we have heard? And to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed? For he grew up before him like a young plant, and like a root out of dry ground; he had no form or comeliness that we should look at him, and no beauty that we should desire him. He was despised and rejected by men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that made us whole, and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all. He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth; like a lamb that is led to the slaughter, and like a sheep that before its shearers is dumb, so he opened not his mouth. By oppression and judgment he was taken away; and as for his generation, who considered that he was cut off out of the land of the living, stricken for the transgression of my people? And they made his grave with the wicked and with a rich man in his death, although he had done no violence, and there was no deceit in his mouth. Yet it was the will of the LORD to bruise him; he has put him to grief; when he makes himself an offering for sin, he shall see his offspring, he shall prolong his days; the will of the LORD shall prosper in his hand; he shall see the fruit of the travail of his soul and be satisfied; by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant, make many to be accounted righteous; and he shall bear their iniquities. Therefore I will divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he poured out his soul to death, and was numbered with the transgressors; yet he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.

Second Reading
Hebrews 4:14-16; 5:7-9

Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we have not a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. In the days of his flesh, Jesus offered up prayers and supplications, with loud cries and tears, to him who was able to save him from death, and he was heard for his godly fear. Although he was a Son, he learned obedience through what he suffered; and being made perfect he became the source of eternal salvation to all who obey him.

Gospel Reading
John 18:1-19:42

When Jesus had spoken these words, he went forth with his disciples across the Kidron valley, where there was a garden, which he and his disciples entered. Now Judas, who betrayed him, also knew the place; for Jesus often met there with his disciples. So Judas, procuring a band of soldiers and some officers from the chief priests and the Pharisees, went there with lanterns and torches and weapons. Then Jesus, knowing all that was to befall him, came forward and said to them, "Whom do you seek?" They answered him, "Jesus of Nazareth." Jesus said to them, "I am he." Judas, who betrayed him, was standing with them. When he said to them, "I am he," they drew back and fell to the ground. Again he asked them, "Whom do you seek?" And they said, "Jesus of Nazareth." Jesus answered, "I told you that I am he; so, if you seek me, let these men go." This was to fulfil the word which he had spoken, "Of those whom thou gavest me I lost not one." Then Simon Peter, having a sword, drew it and struck the high priest's slave and cut off his right ear. The slave's name was Malchus. Jesus said to Peter, "Put your sword into its sheath; shall I not drink the cup which the Father has given me?" So the band of soldiers and their captain and the officers of the Jews seized Jesus and bound him. First they led him to Annas; for he was the father-in-law of Ca'iaphas, who was high priest that year. It was Ca'iaphas who had given counsel to the Jews that it was expedient that one man should die for the people. Simon Peter followed Jesus, and so did another disciple. As this disciple was known to the high priest, he entered the court of the high priest along with Jesus, while Peter stood outside at the door. So the other disciple, who was known to the high priest, went out and spoke to the maid who kept the door, and brought Peter in. The maid who kept the door said to Peter, "Are not you also one of this man's disciples?" He said, "I am not." Now the servants and officers had made a charcoal fire, because it was cold, and they were standing and warming themselves; Peter also was with them, standing and warming himself. The high priest then questioned Jesus about his disciples and his teaching. Jesus answered him, "I have spoken openly to the world; I have always taught in synagogues and in the temple, where all Jews come together; I have said nothing secretly. Why do you ask me? Ask those who have heard me, what I said to them; they know what I said." When he had said this, one of the officers standing by struck Jesus with his hand, saying, "Is that how you answer the high priest?" Jesus answered him, "If I have spoken wrongly, bear witness to the wrong; but if I have spoken rightly, why do you strike me?" Annas then sent him bound to Ca'iaphas the high priest. Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. They said to him, "Are not you also one of his disciples?" He denied it and said, "I am not." One of the servants of the high priest, a kinsman of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, asked, "Did I not see you in the garden with him?" Peter again denied it; and at once the cock crowed. Then they led Jesus from the house of Ca'iaphas to the praetorium. It was early. They themselves did not enter the praetorium, so that they might not be defiled, but might eat the passover. So Pilate went out to them and said, "What accusation do you bring against this man?" They answered him, "If this man were not an evildoer, we would not have handed him over." Pilate said to them, "Take him yourselves and judge him by your own law." The Jews said to him, "It is not lawful for us to put any man to death." This was to fulfil the word which Jesus had spoken to show by what death he was to die. Pilate entered the praetorium again and called Jesus, and said to him, "Are you the King of the Jews?" Jesus answered, "Do you say this of your own accord, or did others say it to you about me?" Pilate answered, "Am I a Jew? Your own nation and the chief priests have handed you over to me; what have you done?" Jesus answered, "My kingship is not of this world; if my kingship were of this world, my servants would fight, that I might not be handed over to the Jews; but my kingship is not from the world." Pilate said to him, "So you are a king?" Jesus answered, "You say that I am a king. For this I was born, and for this I have come into the world, to bear witness to the truth. Every one who is of the truth hears my voice." Pilate said to him, "What is truth?" After he had said this, he went out to the Jews again, and told them, "I find no crime in him. But you have a custom that I should release one man for you at the Passover; will you have me release for you the King of the Jews?" They cried out again, "Not this man, but Barab'bas!" Now Barab'bas was a robber. Then Pilate took Jesus and scourged him. And the soldiers plaited a crown of thorns, and put it on his head, and arrayed him in a purple robe; they came up to him, saying, "Hail, King of the Jews!" and struck him with their hands. Pilate went out again, and said to them, "See, I am bringing him out to you, that you may know that I find no crime in him." So Jesus came out, wearing the crown of thorns and the purple robe. Pilate said to them, "Behold the man!" When the chief priests and the officers saw him, they cried out, "Crucify him, crucify him!" Pilate said to them, "Take him yourselves and crucify him, for I find no crime in him." The Jews answered him, "We have a law, and by that law he ought to die, because he has made himself the Son of God." When Pilate heard these words, he was the more afraid; he entered the praetorium again and said to Jesus, "Where are you from?" But Jesus gave no answer. Pilate therefore said to him, "You will not speak to me? Do you not know that I have power to release you, and power to crucify you?" Jesus answered him, "You would have no power over me unless it had been given you from above; therefore he who delivered me to you has the greater sin." Upon this Pilate sought to release him, but the Jews cried out, "If you release this man, you are not Caesar's friend; every one who makes himself a king sets himself against Caesar." When Pilate heard these words, he brought Jesus out and sat down on the judgment seat at a place called The Pavement, and in Hebrew, Gab'batha. Now it was the day of Preparation of the Passover; it was about the sixth hour. He said to the Jews, "Behold your King!" They cried out, "Away with him, away with him, crucify him!" Pilate said to them, "Shall I crucify your King?" The chief priests answered, "We have no king but Caesar." Then he handed him over to them to be crucified. So they took Jesus, and he went out, bearing his own cross, to the place called the place of a skull, which is called in Hebrew Gol'gotha. There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, and Jesus between them. Pilate also wrote a title and put it on the cross; it read, "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews." Many of the Jews read this title, for the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city; and it was written in Hebrew, in Latin, and in Greek. The chief priests of the Jews then said to Pilate, "Do not write, `The King of the Jews,' but, `This man said, I am King of the Jews.'" Pilate answered, "What I have written I have written." When the soldiers had crucified Jesus they took his garments and made four parts, one for each soldier; also his tunic. But the tunic was without seam, woven from top to bottom; so they said to one another, "Let us not tear it, but cast lots for it to see whose it shall be." This was to fulfil the scripture, "They parted my garments among them, and for my clothing they cast lots." So the soldiers did this. But standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Mag'dalene. When Jesus saw his mother, and the disciple whom he loved standing near, he said to his mother, "Woman, behold, your son!" Then he said to the disciple, "Behold, your mother!" And from that hour the disciple took her to his own home. After this Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfil the scripture), "I thirst." A bowl full of vinegar stood there; so they put a sponge full of the vinegar on hyssop and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the vinegar, he said, "It is finished"; and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit. Since it was the day of Preparation, in order to prevent the bodies from remaining on the cross on the sabbath (for that sabbath was a high day), the Jews asked Pilate that their legs might be broken, and that they might be taken away. So the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first, and of the other who had been crucified with him; but when they came to Jesus and saw that he was already dead, they did not break his legs. But one of the soldiers pierced his side with a spear, and at once there came out blood and water. He who saw it has borne witness -- his testimony is true, and he knows that he tells the truth -- that you also may believe. For these things took place that the scripture might be fulfilled, "Not a bone of him shall be broken." And again another scripture says, "They shall look on him whom they have pierced." After this Joseph of Arimathe'a, who was a disciple of Jesus, but secretly, for fear of the Jews, asked Pilate that he might take away the body of Jesus, and Pilate gave him leave. So he came and took away his body. Nicode'mus also, who had at first come to him by night, came bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about a hundred pounds' weight. They took the body of Jesus, and bound it in linen cloths with the spices, as is the burial custom of the Jews. Now in the place where he was crucified there was a garden, and in the garden a new tomb where no one had ever been laid. So because of the Jewish day of Preparation, as the tomb was close at hand, they laid Jesus there.

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The passion narrative, the suffering and death of Jesus, is a central story in our Christian tradition. I offer here some reflections from my pondering on this narrative, it is not a comprehensive reflection nor conclusive; rather a point in the pondering process I suspect will be lifelong. As I offer my own thoughts, I invite you to share yours, and hopefully we can ponder such a central event in our faith together and learn from each other. 

Being a cradle Catholic, I was exposed to the passion of Jesus from my earliest days, it permeates all aspects of our Catholic culture. Artwork, statues, songs, rituals etc. all form us in this Catholic Tradition. The passion of Jesus is central to our identity and faith. 

My own childhood memories of Good Friday are of processions, Church services, prayer, lit candles, fasting and a mother barefoot as a form of penance. Long before I was old enough to understand the story and its significance, I was exposed to it with all its gruesome imagery of suffering and death. Like many Christians, the crucifixion is a significant part of my own spirituality and sitting before a crucifix in prayer can be a powerful experience. Such a familiar story, it can often be a challenge to read the narrative and experience Good Friday with fresh eyes.

One way of coming to the narrative with fresh eyes is to ponder it, look at the story from various perspectives; visualise the narrative and walk around the scene, looking from different angles. Allow the story to engage our experience. Some helpful questions might be: 

  • What do I learn about Jesus and about God?
  • What is my image/understanding of God and how does this influence my reading? 
  • Does God punish us? Does God demand retribution for our sins? 
  • Why did Jesus have to suffer?
  • Why do we experience suffering? 
  • What is my understanding of “being saved”?
  • What in my life experience helps me engage with the passion of Jesus? With the various characters and events? 
  • How does the passion narrative help me understand the human experience?
  • What is it exactly that I believe?

Let me attempt to share some of my own insights, incomplete as they are.  

THE PASSION AS HUMAN EXPERIENCE

First and foremost, the passion narrative is part of a wider story; namely the birth, life, teachings, death and resurrection of Jesus; and part of the whole story of salvation, the Bible. I believe the whole story reveals Jesus as redeemer and saver. I don’t believe that Jesus came just to die and it is only his death that is redemptive. Redemption is intertwined with the whole life of Jesus. I believe that God became human in Jesus, that God sent Jesus to proclaim the Good News, to reveal God to us. This mission of Jesus is redemptive. 

I confess that I don’t believe that God sent Jesus to die for our sins. That would mean that God demands retribution. This is not the God of Hosea or the prodigal son or many of the bible texts that speak of God as all loving, “slow to anger and rich in mercy” as the psalmist asserts. God sent Jesus to reveal God to us, and Jesus reveals a God who is all inclusive with unconditional love and a desire for relationship with each one of us. 

Hence, I see the passion of Jesus as a consequence of his mission. Love, inclusion, forgiveness freely given are dangerous messages that many reject. Jesus’ commitment to his mission led to conflict with “the authorities” and eventually to his passion and death. While the life and death of Jesus was unique and redemptive of itself, it is also a familiar human dynamic. Think of people such as Martin Luther King and Oscar Romero, to name just two, who were so committed to their mission, they accepted the danger and continued to speak the truth even to the point of death. They too were killed because, like Jesus, their message was a radical truth that many could not accept. Their deaths, contribute to the redemption of the world because they continue the mission of Jesus. Jesus’ death reminds us that salvation needs sacrifice. 

Tolkien captured this human dynamic in his classic tale Lord of the Rings. Frodo becomes the Christ figure who takes on the quest to save “middle earth” from evil. He eventually comes to realise that his quest will lead to death, it is a sacrifice he is willing to make for others. Interestingly Frodo is saved. Sacrifice and death are never the end, life always overcomes death. 

The question that I am left with is why does salvation need sacrifice or more precisely why do we suffer. I have no adequate answer, just the awareness that suffering is a part of the experience of every living thing, we humans are no exception. To live, to love is to suffer. But while I have no answer, I reject the idea that God gives us suffering to atone for our sins. I reject the notion that God punishes and wants us to suffer as retribution. This conviction came into focus recently when I contributed to an online post, and ensuing discussion, claiming that the coronavirus was God’s punishment for the sins of the world – the sins of accepting gay people, abortion, free sex and so on. Interestingly, these posts never claim God punishes the sin of capitalism, consumerism, the arms race, war and violence. 

One thing the crucifixion teaches me is that God is repulsed by suffering in all its forms. But the reality is that we suffer and we die, and many die violent deaths because of the actions of others. Buddhism teaches that suffering comes from desire, or want. I suspect that we suffer because we want and are rarely satisfied. Based on my very limited understanding of Rene Girard, and probably not doing him justice; there is suffering because our human understanding cannot comprehend a God who freely and willingly forgives us without demanding retribution, so we demand retribution and we look for scapegoats to sacrifice. Unfortunately, these scapegoats are often people from marginalised groups, as history demonstrates: the adulterous woman they wanted to stone, the pogroms against the Jews, genocide against the Armenians in Turkey or the Tutsi in Rwanda, gay people, the poor, the migrant, the one that doesn’t conform, or simply the other. The passion of Jesus, if we truly believe, should convince us that scapegoating is not necessary. However, we crucify Jesus, we burn witches, commit genocide, “stone the sinner”, we demonise the other. In short, we crucify Christ each day. 

PASSION AS ACCOMPANIMENT

I believe that God became human in Jesus, entered into the human experience, proclaimed a radical truth that the “authorities” rejected. Having rejected Jesus, the “authorities” used him as a scapegoat and crucified him. Jesus took on the sins of the world and allowed the dynamic to play out rather than deny the truth he preached. As I read the passion narrative, I see a God who chooses to accompany me in my life. A God who so loved the world that God became human even to death. In every aspect of my life I trust that Jesus walks with me; and never am I so sure of this, or comforted by this, as in times of trial and suffering. When I weep, God weeps with me; when I feel vulnerable and rejected, a vulnerable and rejected God sits with me. When I rage against a perceived injustice broken hearted, God is right there. Not as a bystander but knowing my pain and holding my hand. I have to admit there are plenty of times I want to give Jesus a kick and argue for him to do something, take away the pain, pulls us out of this. But Jesus just gives me a knowing and loving smile. The tradition of accompaniment is an intimate relationship of healing, of being present to the other. It reminds us that we are good and worthwhile in our humanness. God desires relationship with us, welcomes us into a loving embrace as Jesus stretches out his arms. I have saved you; you are mine. And all we need to do is open our arms and enter into that embrace. 

 

The disciples mostly disappeared, Peter denied knowing Jesus, Thomas doubted. And Jesus forgave them. The challenge the disciples faced was accepting that forgiveness. In all our human frailty and vulnerability Jesus invites us to be fully human, with all that this entails. The God who loved us into being and became one of us out of love, invites us to be fully human and to celebrate our humanity. For when the suffering is done, when the hate is over, when the discrimination and scapegoating has ceased, we will understand that life is greater than all the suffering and hate and death. The last word is LIFE.